Always the storms that took me out the best.

It has been horrible lately. Ken left (although he is returning as I wrote this), John's body is still missing and he is getting replaced in her absence, Archimedes went missing and I have never seen him since.

What's even more disturbing is the fact that this new Medic sounds like him. I could've sworn.

Don't get me started on that creature... or whatever it is.

...And Mama's "death-versary" was 4 days ago, and I drowned myself in bottles because I don't want to remember anything.

Yet everything returns to the surface.

Mon dieu.

I don't know how much longer can I stay.

I tried to cheer myself up, but

Everything feels dull.